18 January 2007 - Disappointed
i was so so sad today when i was told that rachel was very stressed. only knew this from my mother-in-law. apparently, rachel told my in-law but never told us because she was afraid that we will scold her. i was very sad and disappointed when i heard that. i was disappointed with myself rather than in her. i did not realised i was such a person in her eyes. i am really sorry for what i did and will do more to treat her better.
my dear and i went to the new FairPrice Extra at AMK to shop for raincoat and ear phones for rachel. i even bought a particular ice-cream for her as she was always crying me to buy. she was really happy and asked why i treated her so good. i did not what to reply as i thought i always treat her well except that i was worried about her health, so i restricted her from taking too much junk food. and i was worried about her studies, so i was strict with her. i guess i got to take things easily and hope that will relieve her of stresses.
