I wish today is not the last day I blog, I wished I can still blog n blog more often. Things are happening around me n I cannot control them. Things are changing n I cannot stop much. Things are so much different that I wish I can turn back time. Things just aren't what it used to be. I wish for something more n something less.
I wish...
Today is Wednesday. My mood is somehow coming back to normal maybe becos recently no more complains. Pure luck or just more careful after these things happened. Anyway, today went to lunch on my own because the programmers got lunch appointment with some other company's staffs. Then bought Almond bubble tea as I was not hungry. Went walking in the basement of Parkway Parade, I walked pass Four Leaves Bakery shop, so went in to buy 2 breads; 1 chocolate donut n 1 curry chicken bun. But after buying, still not hungry so I brought back to office to eat later. Maybe I had a late breakfast at 9.50am n lunch at 12pm is not enough time for me to digest. 
Before I went back to office which is supposed to be 1pm, I went to MPH n see see look look. Do not know what to look for, slowly walked n came to pets section. Actually I was attracted there by this aunty. Not attracted by her beauty but her loud voice. She was on the phone but sitting down at the pet section. Although she saw me looking through the books there, she did not bother to stand up n give way for me. After about 2 mins, she hang up the phone. I thought she will stand up n leave, but she remain sitted n took out a piece of paper with 3 mobile numbers on it. She read the numbers, entered into her phone n started dialing again. It was another 3 mins of waiting. I did not want to ask her to move off because I do not want people to think that I know her, it makes people think I am as low class as her... :).1.jpg)
Today is Wednesday n I have not been talking to my blog for quite some time. Partly is busy, partly it's because I do not feel like touching the computer n partly because I am still not in the mood. Too many things in my mind: confused, troubled, worried, tired n sick. As mentioned before, my memory is not so good recently, so with so many things happening in the office, think my memory is totally occupied by all these nonsenses.
Although no mood to update, I still like to make some effort to do so as a record for future reference n memory. It's nice to read back now n then to refresh my memory. But recently, all memories are bad memories n hopefully I learn from my mistakes n not to repeat it again.
Recently I have not been playing MapleStory, Pangya n SilkRoadOnline because it takes time n the mood is not right. In fact, I been refraining myself from playing too much so as to spend more time with my family. I would like to bring them out for a short holiday but it's hard to get things done because our girl got music lessons on Saturday. If we go overseas, most likely she will miss a lesson. So maybe a BBQ or a trip to the sentosa would be good enough. Nicky has been "jioing" (means inviting) me to Bangkok, Genting n Sentosa chalet but I have pushed away all invitations partly because we got no $$$. He likes to make quick decisions with short notice but I cannot make such an decision n I do not like making such a decision. So I had to push away his offers.
That's all I have to say for today n hope for a better tomorrow...
