22 November 2006 - Sian

today morning got a meeting but i was not involved. before the meeting, heard that it's going to be a scolding session. and true enough, the operation manager and programmers got scolding from boss and marketing manager. and out of surprise, my name was mentioned in the meeting. the marketing manager complained that i was doing nothing and it is true. i really got nothing much to do, my main job is to do spot checks on barges but now only left with 1 barge to check with 2 checkers. i do not know what's wrong with their brains, last time got 9 barges to check and so busy but no one said we busy, good work. now left with 1 barge, of course nothing to do and sit around office do nothing. i think next time got to go check everyday and waste time onboard.

when i was complaining to my dear on msn, realised she got scolding from agents n colleague due to some mistakes NOT MADE by her. she felt so sad and i felt sad for her too. these FUCKERS think they can push people around, wait till we climb higher or earn more than them, then i shall make them pay for bullying my dear. everyone is just making a living and working for others, so why make life difficult for us?

but a happy news today, I completed the part 1 of Fireworks self-learning program, still got a long way to go to complete all the programs but i am 1 step closer. it's hard to set aside time to self-study because i cannot do it openly in office and i got little time at home to do so. but i am sure, with perseverence, i WILL SUCCEED!

btw, today my mother came to our house and cook for us. but when we were chatting after dinner, i think i asked a wrong question, "when father coming back?" that trigger her anger and started talking bad things about father. then she told me my grandmother died partly because of my father. my mother wanted grandmother to stay with them but due to some reason, she did not fetch her over. this is the part which i do not understand what mother said, but anyway, she was angry with father. if my mother could fetch my grandmother over, then tragic will not happened. and my mother told me she was angry with my father that she do not want to visit my other grandmother. i was surprised to hear this and i thought mother was too busy to visit her.

10 November 2006 - Spiderman 3

i am going to watch spiderman 3. been a fan of spiderman for years, really glad that the producers decide to make it into a movie and took it to part 3. i wonder if there will be part 4 and so on. here's the trailer and i think you will like spiderman 3 as much as i do.

05 November 2006 - Mother Birthday

tonite we had dinner with mother, brother and serene (bro's gf). we went to hougang mall to eat at the Soup Restaurant or whatever it's called. we got 5 n a half person but ordered a 4 person package. btw that half person is our gal. quite full although it's only for 4 person and mother bought a cup of ice-cream for our gal to eat. she is really treating our gal very well, even gave her $10 when we were going home. it was really nice to have dinner together but someone is missing, my father. i wonder if our gal is remember how he looks like. my father is always busy "working" overseas and neglects the family and my mother. but i was quite disappointed with myself too because when i looked at mother, she seems quite lonely due to the fact that we moved too far away from her. come to think of it, if given a choice, i think we would want to choose to take up new flats at Farrer Park. it's nearer to our workplace, to mother's house, to grandma's house and most importantly, near to MRT station.

initially we did not buy anything for mother but dear insisted. so she walked away pretending to withdraw money and bought a bag for her. mother also bought something for our gal, as usual and our gal was delighted.

04 November 2006 - LOST

today wanted to borrow some books at the library for myself and for my gal. happily, she searched and took the books, getting ready to scan the books but then i realisd i do not have my ic with me. i think back and realised that i did not collect it back after the pool game on thursday. then sadly, my gal put back her books and walked out of the library. we took a cab home and i immediately sped down to the pool shop and search for my ic. sure enough, my ic was there and together there were some other ic there kept nicely. seems like i am not the only blur one. my dear told me i got to much things to think of, so always forget things recently.

i wonder how much memories one brain can hold. can we upgrade our memories to higher capacity like a phone or camera?

02 November 2006

met up with some good friends tonight for pool session at ang mo kio. when we reached ang mo kio, it was about 10pm which was not what we expected to meet. anyway, we start off immediately and played all the way until about 12.15am. xavier was the winner for the night, almost won all the matches and i think i did not win any. i am a bad player in all ball games like basketball, soccer and even pool. but i prefer pool over other ball games.

we told xavier to go home first ask he lives further. me and bren had the last game after xavier left and went home too. then had a chit-chat for a while before he return home too.

reached home, my dear still working on her project, so sat down with her and work till about 1.30am.

tired...

01 November 2006

recently playing a new game, 2142 Battlefield. it's really nice but too little maps, hoping more maps will come out soon. my computer can barely support this game so when too many players crowd one place, it will be slightly lag. and I also saw another game that day at Sim Lim Square, Assassin's Creed, waiting for the release soon.

i found this on Yahoo! website, quite interesting.